Hi guys and gals, now don't start throwing the darts yet, at least wait until someone has given me a reading... by any form, I don't mind
Now no laughing! This photo was taken back in February. I hope thats ok?
Kas
I think you might have two monks hiding behind you.
wackyjacky
Raymond
Photo readings are not normally my thing but I used to enjoy having a go over on SOS so here goes.
Firstly, when I look at you I feel very torn. There's a certain way of life I want to lead and even though I think you do all you can to be that way I feel you keep getting pulled back into a lifestyle you don't want.
I feel with you a clearout is long overdue, and when I say clearout I mean not only things but people as well.
You feel very paaionate about certain things but sometimes you frustrate yourself by not being able to put into words exactly how strongly you feel and I think that there are certain people around you who also make you feel this way.
I'm being told the name Doris and also the name May.
I'm also being made aware of strong Welsh links in the family going way back.
I'm being made aware of Michael who is still in this life and Michael needs some support at the moment. I'm not sure if you're aware but Michael is going through a bit of a hiccup at the moment.
I see lots of studying and learning around you and I don't know if all this studying will lead to a new job but I can definately see it leading to a change of address for you.
I'm being told to tell you that you will have to wait until next Spring for the news you're waiting for.
david hobbs
I feel a sadness with you and it could be due to missing someone who has passed.
You feel that nothing is going to happen to you in life but you love being a mum.
You are becoming angry at times due to the frustration at the lack of perceived progress in your life as you think that you are not getting any younger.
I see that in the future you will be busy again working because you want too.
You remain locked in your thoughts and I feel that this prevents others from truly getting to know Jackie. you have always been the same. you want people close but when they are you become uncomfortable
Self doubt is your enemy so trust in your intuition and don't give in at the first obtsacle................
Sorry this reading sounds negative and it may be totally wrong but I do feel that you will be independent free and self supporting in the future.
wackyjacky
Wow, what readings!
At this moment I'll say that you have both picked up on me quite well. I will leave it a bit longer before I give feedback as I would like to know if any others 'get' anything for/on me... Well done you two, I'm impressed!
evergreen
Hi Jackie
Firstly you are very caring and honourable.
you feel a little stuck at this time as though you want to move but feel held back .. I see you looking at your feet which tells me you are wondering which direction to take and also that they are stuck in mud sad and emotional crap that you find difficult to get off your chest.
I feel a deep sense of lose around you Jackie there is no need to fear that anyone else will go too soon as I feel new people coming into your life- some ones around you are moving on which is a good thing for you Honey it clears the path so to speak.
there appears to be a dilemma around your son it is as though he is just about to move out or take some big step I feel you holding your breath and biting your tongue with regards to this... fingers crossed is what I see .. He also needs to watch his health he has issues around immunity and I want him to stand back and look at the whole picture now and then.. a boost in confidence is coming for him in the form of a new position which is fantastic for his self esteem :) Just let him go Jackie is will land on his feet
I feel as though something side swiped him a little while back (took him by surprise) and he is still recovering from it.. it feels work related to me ..
as far as you are concerned well Jackie you have creative hands that are itching to get going it is helpful for you to look to doing something that makes you feel really content I feel that work has become a either hard to be there or just a bit boring for you.
You are great at working with people and I see this is what you should be doing though you are very organised and office duties is a good area BUT it is slow and you want more so balance out your private life so that work is good- I mean do things in your own time that excite and stimulate you so that work isn't' such a drag.
As far as a relationship goes I see man who you don't' always understand or feel understood by, he feels lovely he shows through as loyal and kind though somehow slow to pick up on hints you need to be very clear with him and I'm sorry but it feel as though you have to be the leader in this relationship as he is a follower He appears to have a great sense of humour as I see him cracking jokes and really enjoying a laugh together is is a romantic connection... but I feel some disconnection with him Jackie you feel as though your head are on different planets
I can see you have some difficulty with trusting others but you take them as they are you let few people really close to but you are always lovely to everyone. It is difficult for you to stand up for yourself as you don't' like o get angry I see you don't' like to raise your voice as you feel as though you get out of control when you do- it doesn't feel to me that you do but it is your own belief about yourself that makes you feel this way. it is the fear of letting the hidden anger or frustration out
I feel that as a child you were in a home where girls were good and you were taught to be a nice young lady- you still manage to do this very well and in some way it has been a struggle to be heard clearly.
for the future I see a desire to move
you will move just let ti flow more for you Jackie - sounds airy but I feel it is you that holds yourself back due to fear that is is too hard or might be too hard
There is a time spent by the water and the water feels very relaxing for you you are someone who likes weekend trips and get aways
I just feel you are tired of the day to day stuff that hasn't' changed too much
well guess what things will be changing as I feel you are about to take some chances with your life your are going to begin to make plans that you would normally allow lack of money stop you from doing but I see some travel oversea feels like to Europe I keep here Greece here
Actually you love the sun
I see a Job offer coming for you and a real struggle about whether you should take it or not but blow it Jackie what do you have to lose go for it it is is right others will follow you
Cheers I hope that is somewhere in the margin of truth for you
wackyjacky
Thanks Madeline, Thats is very spot on about me really.
I do feel stuck at times and at the moment , it is one of those times. Sometimes I think I expect a bit too much but I could be wrong. You are right though, I do tend to hold myself back on a lot of things which I'm slowly learning not to do.
About moving on... a few weeks ago I made an effort to cut all ties to the past (emotionally speaking) as a way for me to move forward as I realise that I need to do just that, move forward. I'm happy at cutting all ties with the past for one reason or another as it serves me no purpose for the future.
The dilema with my son is probably that he's getting a bit nervous as he starts summer school on Monday at the Imperial College, then he'll be doing a term at the Royal Institute for Mathematics in September. We've recently returned all the paperwork which he had to sign. Maybe its brought it home to him that its happening really soon. He's only just turned 13 back in June so it may be a bit overwheming for him.
I'm not sure what else could have 'side swiped' him a while back though, I'll keep my eyes and ears open bigtime!!
As for me, so true, I need something to get my teeth into to stimulate me mentally... I do undersand though that i need to find balance.
I am with someone who is loyal I feel and he is lovely too but again you're right, I don't always feel that he quite inderstands me sometimes...as you say, he needs a bit of a nudge
I think I know what the disconnection is but thats down to me. Otherwise, you are correct.
I do find it hard to trust others but I'm working on that as I'm working on a lot of my thinking and habits in thinking... Hopefully we'll see results soon.
About me and growing up and how I behave, this is also true. As for a move, yes I would like to move, it doesn't worry me too much as where I am is fine.
I do like being by water as it does have a calming effect on me. I do like my weekend trips when I get to take them, and you mention Greece, I like Greece too I've been there a couple of times. I am a bit tired of the day to day stuff, but I know this will change as once I have had more than enough of something, I kinda just take the bull by the horns and say enough is enough, i'm almost there. I can feel it.
I'm looking forward to the job offer.. I hope its exciting stuff cuz I just want to get my teeth into something that I can cultivate.
Madeline, thanks for the reading hun, I really appreciate it. I hope you're feeling better? Take it easy
Jacqui xx
wackyjacky
David, your reading results!!
I do miss someone that passed a long time ago now, my Mum.
I Did feel that nothing was ever going to happen in my life but as I said in Madelines reply, I've recently decided to change my thinking to see what comes about. I also love being a Mum, even though I do feel that sometimes I could do better... I could just be giving myself a hard time there though as I expect the best.
The anger due to frustration seems to fit too.. and I'm not getting any younger!!
I'm glad to know I'll be busy in the future, I love being busy.
Very true about me being locked in my thoughts and yes, I only let people so close then I back off to put a bit of distance there a I do get uncomfortable.
Self doubt has always been my enemy, nobody taught me to be any different unfortunately, but I'm taking steps to correct that.
David, the reading was also spot on, I don't mind the negative parts as they were true too. As I said, I'm taking steps to correct that way of being. I'm glad to know I'll be independant and free, while being self supporting, that is very important to me, more than you probably realise. Thanks for the reading, I appreciate it very much.
Take care
Jacqui xx
evergreen
thanks for the feedback Jackie- your son I'm sorry I thought he was older so I was going too far forward- it is something to do with his dad, I think he feels a bit left out there ....
wackyjacky
Raymond, here's your results
You said you feel torn when you look at me, well, I'm always feeling torn about something or other but mainly how I do want to live my life and how I usually get pulled back. As I said to David and Madeline, just recently, I've decided to change my way of thinking to try and correct all these kinds of things, so we'll see what happens.
Yes I have had a bit of a clearout with people past and present lately (cutting all ties) just yesterday, I felt that way about my home too, I can do with throwing a few things that are no longer needed so they can be chucked out.
It's true, I do feel passionate about things (not all things) and I do feel frustrated when I can't explain clearly enough (my thinking on it anyway) for people to understand. I feel if I don't explain it thoroughly, they don't get the complete picture so I feel frustrated that they don't 'completely' understand everything I want to mention. Sometimes I feel, why should I bother if they pay it no attention and talk over me, do you know what I mean.
I'm sorry but I don't know anybody called May or Doris and I don't know of any Welsh connection either,but I don't know a lot about my family only really a couple of uncles and a couple of 1st cousins and thats about it. I diodn't even know any of my grandparents! I also don't know of anyone called Michael, maybe thats to come.
As for the studying and learning you mentioned, I've just completed my 2nd level diploma working with computers.
A new address you say? cool!
Next spring for the news I'm waiting for? Oooo, I don't know what that could be... Hopefully something exciting.
Thanks for the reading Raymond, like the others' readings, I really do appreciate it.
Take care
Jacqui xx
wackyjacky
Hi Madeline
You're right, his dad isn't exactly the best when it comes to Josh. He's a very selfish man and to be honest he doesnt deserve the title of 'Dad'.
I'll Pm you hun...
Jacqui xx
evergreen
Raymond I did a passed over reading today bringing a Micheal through LOL
you need to be very clear with him and I'm sorry but it feel as though you have to be the leader in this relationship as he is a follower He appears to have a great sense of humour as I see him cracking jokes and really enjoying a laugh together is is a romantic connection... but I feel some disconnection with him Jackie you feel as though your head are on different planets
