Sorry, can't remeber the doohickey to put it back on. Umm I'm in Member mugshots on the last page......not really fair asking for a reading AND for you to have to do all the work to find the piccy!!
You have now reached the peak of you current learning time and are balanced and ready for any task that may come your way.
In twelve months from now there will be a major change that is beyond your control. So let's see how we arrive in that situation.
At the moment you have to make a choice. it is a choice about freeing yourself up either mentally or physically and you are feeling the pull already, but then you always feel that way don't you.
There is a teacher who is making you move on, You may possibly already be learning from this person, and your new understandings will move you on but in the end you will have to give something up in order to make that move.
There will then be a time of trying to balance out what has happened and you will feel alone in this task of understanding where you are, but that is necessary for you to make the realisations that you need and I see this as being a totally freeing experience for you.
This is in appx six months.
After that there are several strong male influences in your life and you will wonder if they are guiding judging or trying to help you, but again this is a time of gain and you will realise at the end of it that you have been given even more experiences to learn and progress from.
And the it comes.
The choices you have made brings in a total change for you.
I do feel a little trepidation at this last quarter but I feel that you have been there before, and I feel a kind of "Oh well that's life" feeling.
In all a frenetic twelve months and much to learn, and even ore opportunities to free your self from earthly concepts.
Always remember that you sit at the centre of your destiny and you hold the sun and the moon in your heart.
I don't know where that last bit came from!!!!!!!!!!!
A year on, and a year which has included a near breakdown just before Christmas, and a time of intense loneliness, even when surrounded by people who I love and who love me.
An almost desperate need to change direction, I have stopped my therapy work to spend time on me, resigned from a wll paying job for one which I loved. Incidentally, one which I was hugely successful at and which was then given to someone else. a forced moving on, which having gone tthrough the grieving, I am now so happy to have let it go.
I have realised what makes me happy, and fought, and won the fight with my ambition. In doing so I have learned not to measure myself in material means....which I didn't know I did.
I am still learning, and I still feel lonely in this, however, I also feel, for the first time in ages, as though I have a direction. I am walking that path, but haven't quite got to the bit where the "you are here" sign is.
Not long now, though.
I am still isolating myself, and I feel free for doing so, but I am starting, slowly, to move back into the world.
I'll be in and out for a while, before I settle back in for a bit.
its a great little well massive really journey you have had Meiah...
where you arrive at will most likely bring you to another space preparing you to move on again.. what I have found it there is a never you have arrived.. its usually only a fleeting thing in my experience anyway :) a space in between other places... its a good place to get to anyway..
hugs
xxoo _________________ as a babe drinks from its mothers breast so too does man milk mother earth
Its a great thingto be able to reflect on where you were, and see where you are now in that context.
Too often I forget to stop and see where I am, and where I have been, and get wrapped up in the journey.
(oh dear, I sound like a little child "are we nearly there yet?)...chuckles..
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